Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Love me, hate me, THE HELL I CARE. :P

I usually classify myself as 'funny'. I always crack jokes, laugh make fun of other people (well, I try to do it in a non-offensive way as much as possible, though), even make fun of myself (hell yeah, all the friggin' time!). I am transparent, outspoken & straightforward. I have a very strong personality that people who do not know me very well, often mistake me for a self-centered, spotlight-hogging, sociopathic b*tch. Well, I have 3 words to say to them (no, not f*** you all. LOL): I. AM. NOT. People who are dear to me could definitely attest to that. Underneath the layers of my shell, lies a crybaby. The type of girl who not only cries over the tragedy flicks, but more on the happily ever after ones. I guess, being misjudged is one of the prices you have to pay if you always seem to be the 'I am super strong slash I just couldn't give a dang' chick. People will always think that you can get through whatever or there ain't no mess deep enough for you.. But, no matter how tough you exude your exterior, there will always be a point in your life when you're just gonna tire out..

That you would just want to give up being Superwoman.. Even just for a second &..

be weak..

You would want to turn the tables & for that instant, just that one time, be the damsel in distress & take a day off from saving the day. & just hope Prince Charming arrives, sweeps you off your feet & make everything alright. And then..

BOOM! It will hit you. The realization that it was just a d r e a m. That again, you would have to get on with your life; get the 'I am oh-so-tough' mask from your closet & convince everybody that you are what they expect you to be: T O U G H. Cuz there's no one to depend on but yourself..

How I wish I could say that I'm just like every other average girl..
But then again..

not really..

P.S. Please pardon my language, y'all. One love. ♥

Monday, August 29, 2011

Quote of the day..

"Life moves very fast.
It rushes us from heaven to hell, in a matter of seconds.."
-Maria (Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes)

Scorpio - The Intense One :)

Again, I was digging through my Multiply site & I found this post. I've read this a lo0o0o0o0ong time ago, and when I saw it again, the way I felt the 1st time that I've read it didn't change. It made me smile because it was really accurate. Here it goes:

You love justice & fight hard for a principle you believe in..

You would make a great mediator, psychologist or advocate..

You clearly understand both sides of complex issues & strive to comprehend even the opinions you don't agree with..

You find happiness in close relationships..

Although you receive much heartache & disappointment from romance, you accept what life offers..

You always work diligently in making things better..

You're charming, devoted & easy to love..

You probably have difficulties with your siblings if you have them..

It may seem that your family has neglected you in some way..

You will be successful because of your powerful vision & unstoppable attitude!

If you are an entrepreneur, you may have 2 or 3 businesses fail before you succeed..

In any career, years will go before you're recognized for your talents..

Don't worry if it seems like you're going downhill; You are just picking up speed..

You will learn something important from every job you take..

You could do well in stocks, bonds or anything to do with paper money..

You remain optimistic because you know that eventually, most things go your way..

If you full trust your intuition, you'll make better choices in life..

You add balance to your environment with great organization, intellectual & creative skill..

You possess the willingness to work very hard for what you want..


Tuesday, August 2, 2011


I was rummaging through some old photos & I stumbled upon some pics from my old gimikera days. Oh well, gone were the days when everything seemed a bit less complicated than what they are now *sigh*. Oh btw, I miss my short hair! :P

My feel good quote for the day :)

"I believe in pink..
I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner..
I believe in kissing. Kissing a LOT..
I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong..
I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls..
I believe that tomorrow is another day & I believe in miracles.."